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Thursday, September 11, 2008

We Will Never Forget

I originally posted this in 2005 and 2006, but it seems appropriate to post it again, on this anniversary. We should never forget this event. We should never forget the lives lost, the lives saved, the tears, the tragedy, the heroism and the ultimate triumph of the American people. I'll admit that sometimes I hate this country; I hate the secularism, I hate the materialism, the petty politicization of EVERYTHING, the systematic removal of God from our culture, etc.

But on that day, September 11, 2001, the true soul of America was displayed in the very people before the politicians had the opportunity to spin it in their own image. We cannot help but remember, today, what happened then, where we were, and the renewal in faith that occurred, born of the ashes of the Towers, the Pentegon, and of Flight 93. That Day lives one because we can't erase the images we will NEVER forget......

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Let us remember in prayer our brothers and sisters whose lives were lost on this historic day.

I will never forget this day only a few years ago. That Tuesday morning, I was a Firefighter Cadet at the ominous Training Tower, only a few weeks from graduation from the arduous course. The city which had employed me had a long program of academics, followed by six weeks of hell at "The Tower".

"This Isn't An Accident"

The Tower days consisted of roll call and SOP's (Standard Operating Procedures), a quiz in the morning, and a synopsis of the day's activities to come. On that morning, September 11, 2001, as we sat discussing "high fires", which refer to skyscraper fires and the procedures utilitzed to fight them, the Deputy Chief of Training walked in carrying a TV set.

He apologized for the interruption, stated that a plane had just flown into the World Trade Center, and hurriedly set up the TV until there was reception. All of us sat transfixed as we watched the South Tower burn. Then, before our eyes, another plane hit the second tower.

We had had trainng in Weapons of Mass destruction, terrorism, triage from our EMT class, etc., but nothing prepared us for what we saw that day.

The Training Captains used this as an example of what we were to cover that day. They explained what the New York firefighers were going to do as they approached, as they set up, etc. One Captain emphasized the need to coordinate the evacuation of citizens from the towers, the mass response due to the two planes, and the understanding that this was a terrorist attack...this was no accident.

I remember asking the Deputy Chief the following questions: At what point do they determine that it's time to leave? Who makes the decision that a structure should be evacuated?

I appraised the heavy fire showing in the upper floors of the South Tower, the fuel from the jets, and the obviously collapsed floors which were directly affected by the planes.

The Deputy Chief admitted that he and one of the other chiefs had an ongoing agument about this; he believed that the tower would hold...the other chief beliefed that the load was too much and would not withstand the assault. Our Deputy Chief gave me a very general answer regarding the evacuation of fire personnel which did not satisfy me.

Finally, our Chiefs and Captains told us that we would be watching this for days and weeks to come and it was time to hit the apron to begin our day. Just as we finished our warm-up exercises outside, the Deputy Chief threw open the door to his office in the temporary building in the yard and ordered us over. He revealed that a plane had just hit the Pentagon, and one crashed shortly after near Pittsburgh. He told us that the towers had fallen. His face was red; his voice shook with genuine emotion.

The good Deputy Chief apologized; he told us he had no idea this was going to be this big. Tearfully, he revealed to us that he had at least 20 friends with the New York department he knew had just perished beneath the weight of those buildings. He had to sit down as he discussed those he'd ridden with in the past; those NYFD collapse rescuse firefighters who had given him much of his knowledge. He apologized for his emotion, but without need; I think most of us were in tears already.

Others in our class also had friends and relatives in New York, and one of our training captains had family both in the city and in the Pentagon.

Those who were not directly affected still had tears in their eyes whether out of sympathy or just plain shock at what was happening on U.S. soil.

Our city, a major one, was placed on alert, of course, ready for an attack. Even though we were only cadets, for all practical purposes we were considered to be Firefighters, and in the event of an attack we would be put to work. We were not allowed to leave for lunch, but food was brought in for us, and we watched as the police officers from the canine training center nearby brought their dogs over to sniff all of our buildings and personal vehicles.

We did end up doing some training that day, each evolution taking on a special meaning.

We walked up the cement steps of our 6 story tower, carrying hose bundles and remembering dead firefighters with every step. We sprayed water onto non-existant fires, remembering the futility of the same actions in New York. We dragged wet hoselines down and cleaned up, considering those who had died that day never got a chance to clean up. We removed our turnouts and hung them in the shed, exchanged our air tanks, and finished our day, realizing that somewhere around 300 firefighters were not going home to their families that day.

We gathered in the classroom for the end of the day summary, and one of the captains gave us this speech:

"All of you saw today what happened in New York. Consider how many firefighters died today. You will never be able to claim that you don't know what this job is about. Every single day you go out there you don't know what's going to happen or if you'll make it home. Those who responded today planned to go home after their shift...and instead, we're going to be watching funerals of firefighters for weeks. You know what this job is about and you know the risk. So after witnessing something like this, if some of you, or all of you, choose not to come back tomorrow, we will all understand."

With that, we were dismissed and there was never such a somber, silent exodus from the Tower. There was no joking; there were no plans for the evening. There was only the knowledge that many had died that day, and we were in line to wear a similar uniform and do a similar job...and possibly pay a similar debt.

And the next day, all 22 of us returned.

I will never forget where I was that day because I was standing in the very shoes of those who died. I wore a similar uniform and I had similar aspirations. I went through the same movements as we set up a response to a fictional fire in a skyscraper and fought it. But training took on a new tone after that.

I was injured in training about a week later, and as a result, I am no longer a Firefighter although I was sworn in with my class and given the same title. I can't say that I'm disappointed to not be there anymore. However, that said, I will never forget where I stood, how I felt, or the weight of the turnouts I wore when I watched other firefighters die in a city far away. I'll never forget the pride when I saw the survivors respond to find either other survivors or recover their dead.

I will never forget the world turning to prayer, offering condolences, or their realization of the sacrifices real people made right under their noses day after day.

And so to all the firefighters and police officers, paramedics, EMT's, and other responders out there, I salute you, I offer my condolences, and I will continue to pray for your safety. Keep up the good fight! We would not be a community were it not for you. Perhaps I am not called to stand in your shoes, but I respect you so much more for I understand what it takes to be where you are, and to give what you are required to give.

And for all those who perished on September 11, 2001, firefighters, police officers, EMT's, paramedics and civillians...may you rest in peace in the arms of our beloved Savior, Jesus Christ.




We will never forget you
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Never!

2 comments:

uncle jim said...

amen!

Anonymous said...

Adoro,

And what strikes me in all of this is how crowded the churches were after that terrible day and how "back to normal" things are now. Our country seems to need God in times of distress (and rightly so) and I'm hopeful that this event was a catalyst for many life and faith conversions that I may not be aware of.

But the majority of Christians went back to their standard twice a year, plus weddings and funerals, church attendance. I wonder if the day will come where something so shocking will happen that the churches won't be big enough to hold the crowds.